WHERE I WOULD
LIKE TO BE
Where I would
like to be,
and really the
biggest dream from me,
That is a place
on earth, where I was happy as never before, Brazil,
the country from what I want to see much more.
I wish I could
be there right now, in the little beautiful streets
I know.
Surrounded by my
friends and Brazilian family,
Sad I can't get
in touch with them, yes I know it's even silly.
But the most of
them live in streets of sand,
and a mailman go
only there after a payment and on command. But I
know they are waiting there for me, already very
long, that is where I want to be and where I really
belong.
In every dream,
in every thought, I can see where I need to be, the
places as Rio, Araruama, Praia Seca,... are in my
heart with me. It hurts to not be there right now,
knowing it isn't that much I want,
I wish I could
fly over right now, just by a finger click and on
demand.
Years without
family in Belgium, is what I had before,
is it then so
much I want? My Brazil, my people and nothing more.
I'm missing the
smiles and peace there are, and honestly, Brazil
isn't that far.
A good nine
hours flying to home,
I wish I could
book a flight right now, just with a simple phone.
Drinking a
coffee near the Araruama – lake, baking for the
street children a huge nice cake.
Seeing them
laughing and happy again, would be a nice and
positive step, sitting down, watching them playing
with a kite, and me with a baby on my lap.
Suffering street
children and poor babies with a smile, for that I
only need to travel a few thousand mile.
It is a dream,
but I want it for real, only there it is my real
happiness I feel.
Closing my eyes,
thinking and being with them over there, I wish I
could explain it better, so that I could share.
I would love to
share my thoughts and explaining why Brazil is my
Paradise, the simplicity of people, being happy
without having a lot of things.
Offering me now
the chance to return back home, I would not need to
think twice, I would leave immediately, to the
country where poor people feel like Kings.
Where I would
like to be, there I felt me so good,
isn't there
anyone that understand that it is my life, my
people, my neighborhood.
I don't want to
be lonely and unhappy in Belgium, again as I was
before, let become my dream reality and you will not
hear or see me anymore.
ALEX MENSAERT –
JUNE 25, 2015 |