NOW YOU KNOW
WHAT I MEAN
Now you know
what I always tried to explain, since you crossed
through Belgium with the train.
Now you know
what I mean, indeed such a things you had never
seen. Now you realize why I dislike to be here, in
that country with all the fucking beer.
Now you told me
about the hell I have seen since my return, that's
why I told you 'let me go back, just in an urn'.
Then the suffers
and tears would be
gone, but again you told me to keep
You're only ten
days here in this country of
hallucination, and you told me 'what a
Now you finally
believe and see that it is the truth what I told,
about this country, for sure their people and their
You told me to
rest and that you would fight now for us till the
end, but be careful, you know now it is difficult to
find here a real friend. Now you even told me that
people in Brazil are warm and strong, now you know
why I told you always 'In Belgium I don't belong'.
Now I hope you
finally will become proud on our Brazil, now you
have seen the difference my lovely Jamile.
I agree with
fighting for us till we may leave this country for
I know you feel
bad now you know that what I told you about here is
understand my love for our Brazil and the warm
hearted people over there, This what you see is for
sure something that you need to share.
friends should need to know that Northern Europe
isn't what they hope, better tell them that it is
even worser then a thriller horror television soap.
That you don't
go away anymore and will become my wife, that
how long we need to wait till I may leave this
country officially, then finally we can leave to
Portugal, what was our plan and destiny.
together forever is what we want to happen very
soon, holding each other back while we are watching
to the moon.
Making plans in
freedom for our future together, honestly, nothing
else don't really matter.
Probably no one
believed that you really would come over to me for
good, but that are the people here, it take time
before they understood.
I know you
already don't like it here as you told,
but you and me
together that is our treasure and our gold.
I wish I could
hold you know, and feel your energy, so strong,
I am so worried
about you, my wife
and I even don't
have a cent to hear you now on the phone.
ALEX MENSAERT Ė
MAY 23, 2015